Addicted

It starts with wanting to fit in

addiction slowly setting in

I drifted off into dismay

Eyes looking back at me

I can't even see your face

The pressure is closing in

I taking me away

Wait, its all that I can take

and every single day

a part of my soul is fading

so now, I'm letting go somehow

Unshackled and Unbound

I'm calling out your name I'm fading

So save me, from what I've become

Its like a force thats pulling you

It's empty promise hides the truth

Just about to break

Help me see the way

I shatter into pieces on the floor

This is a song by popular Christian Rock artists Decypher Down. Tiday I've been thinking about addiction, and not even that to something such as drugs or sex or anything of that calibur, but just an addiction to anything that keeps us away from a relationship with Jesus Christ.

What do we do??? How do you break an addiction that is so strong? I've often wondered how a woman, who has been abused in a relationship could go back to her abuser. But I find myself realizing I do the same exact thing everytime I return to an addiction that hinders my walk with God.

I'm just really wondering what to do right now to stop this. When I figure it out, I'll let you know.